Monday, 30 July 2012

The ice is getting thinner.

I can feel you fading away from me. Drifting away further and further. I can feel your feelings towards me slowly fading away. Why? Is it me or is it you? Or is it us? Perhaps, like what I have always thought of us, we were never meant to be. We were both immature then. Yet, I'm surprised at how far we have came. But, we are both hurting from this love. Always hurting. Constantly hurting. It is obvious that now, our anger, disappointments, bitterness, sadness, tiredness and unhappiness with one another have overwhelmed the happiness we once shared together. Now, I understand the true meaning of temporary happiness. That fleeting moment of happiness and joy. It wasn't true joy. It wasn't everlasting joy. So, I will have to pay the price now since I have made that choice myself. As I learn to slowly let you go now I know you will not chase after me anymore. I know you have decided long ago to stop chasing after me. You have learnt to watch me go. You are willing to watch me go. You are willing to let me go. So, I'm going to let you go. I'm going to learn to let you go day by day. Every minute I will tell myself that it is time to let you go. To stop holding on to you.

And these, are really speaking of us.







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