Dear mum,  I miss you.  I missed you the moment you stepped out of my car. I don't why today i'm in such a bad mood and i treated you unfairly. I was impatient to you and irritated with you half of the day. I grumbled and complained of being tired and was even unwilling to send you back home. I'm sorry. I felt so terrible after you left me and I really missed your presence and voice after you left. I wanted you back by my side. I wanted you to talk to me. I wanted to hear your voice and feel your presence again. And the thought of seeing you again only in a week's time, killed me. I don't know why but i burst out crying uncontrollably while I was driving back home. Haven't cried this way over you for a long time already. Why? I don't know. Just wanna stay with you mum. Just wanna live with you everyday. Just find it unfair that you're my mum but we can't even live together. Whywhywhy. So many questions ran through my mind just now. I started praying and I felt comforted by God. While I was sobbing and driving on the highway, it started raining all of a sudden. And what is surprising is that my car's wiper started wiping away the rain automatically. I feel that god is trying to tell me that he is wiping away my tears. And that he wants to. He wants to comfort me. He is always always here. I love you mum. I thank god for you even though our life has not been easy. All things work together for good, mum. Thank you, God.