Just so you know, i miss you so much. Though it pains me to agree to this decision, I still agreed to it. Because i know that staying on will just hurt so much more. Without you even for a day, I feel that something is missing in my life. Part of me is missing. I did not even realize that i have gotten so used to you. Your voice, your presence, your hands, everything. I really didn't expect myself to miss you and think of you so much so that your name lingers in my mind almost every minute. That i even called out your name on accident  when i was calling my friends and thankfully, i spoke your name softly, so no one heard. Except me. Living in a torturous state of not having you by my side anymore. Tonight is not so lonely after all, I had so much fun with my best friend and Gabriel, simply roaming around town and making last minute activities which ended up to be, so great. So glad to have them in my life.