This year is coming to an end.. time to do a reflection. Did i lead a meaningful life this year? i guess not. am i going to start leading a more meaningful life next year? yes. i want to and i will try. it's so hard to apply it to my life. I've been given a wake-up call from god during the 5157 camp. now, i know that time is indeed very short. our life is fragile. we can't just waste it away doing meaningless and worldly things day by day. we got to make every second count for god and spend time with him. I want to finish the race god has given me. i don't want to die and be known just as an ordinary person leading an ordinary life. i want to stop being mediocre. because god wants me to accomplish something bigger in life. It's tiring, painful and difficult but the road to god's kingdom is narrow. i want to be god's good servant. I want to fight the good fight and finish the race god has called me to.

2 timothy 4:7

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.