I Shouldn't hold on so tightly to things i love. This is not healthy. I am angry at myself for holding on to things so tightly all the time. Especially people i love and care for. Perhaps I'm just over sensitive. I tend to think too much and get paranoid when I see someone dear to me or someone whom I hang out with on a regular basis being close with someone else other than me. I get upset and afraid. I guess you can call this a fear of losing them. This always happens to me once i start to rely, trust and depend on someone. Once i start cultivating a true friendship/ relationship with them. Once i have gotten close with them. Once i really care about them. Once i really start to love them. Though i know that this is not the right way to handle relationships, things etc. I still can't help it. It's human nature. But i can and will overcome this bad habit of mine. Because the tighter you hold on to something, the more it will slip away. And everything in this world will eventually pass.
Isaiah 40:8
"The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God endures forever"
On a side note, i really really adore the stuffed toys i saw in the arcade machine yesterday! Someone please teach me a trick on how to catch something inside a claw machine :'(
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