Hoho, I'm blogging in class now. Today's work is so easy, I finished it earlier than usual. My ears are really suffering from my team mates voices right now. They are so disruptive. It's fine if you all want to talk loudly during breaks, but will you guys please stop banging on the table? It's very crude and disruptive. Can i please have some peace and quietness of my own? I guess today's lesson would end early. Can't wait for school to end! I have no idea where to go too. One plan in mind is to go over ssdc and take another trial mock test again. MY FINAL THEORY TEST IS TOMORROW! I gotta pass, no matter what. I have a car waiting for me to start driving anytime. The temptation to drive on my own is getting stronger and stronger! So many places in mind I would like to drive to. Should i join my cell later for the sanctification week? Honestly, i'm dreading it. I don't want to face them. It's silly and absurd but yes, i do not wish to face them at all. After many countless incidents of being hurt, judged and provoked by them, I want a break from all of them. Sometimes I ask myself if i really deserve being treated the way they treat me. All i got was a ridiculously rude answer from a cellmate when I showed my concern. And i get judged. All the time. Sick of it, to be honest. Literally sick of it. I need a break.