Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet

who am i? casting crowns

I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow. A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord you catch me when I'm falling. And you told me who I am. I am yours. I am yours. Who am I? That the eyes that see my sin would look on me with love and watch me rise again. Who am I? that the voice that calm the sea, would call out through the rain, and calm the storm in me. Not because of who I am. But because of what you've done. Not because of what I've done. But because of who you are.

my ideal guy.

1. god-fearing
2. love god wholeheartedly
3. noble
4. generous
5. kind
6. adore kids
7. respectful
8. sophisticated
9. shares the same music taste as me
10. carries himself well
11. independent
12. smart
13. good looking
14. funny
15. gentle
16. dotes on me
17. filial
18. adventurous
19. likes traveling
20. good taste
21. dress well
22. strong
23. patient
24. humble
25. faithful
26. capable
27. reliable
28. mature
29. sweet
30. romantic
31. adore animals
32. caring
33. honest

happy chinese new year!

Hoho wishing everyone a happy Chinese New Year! After a couple of years, I finally managed to spend my Chinese new year in Singapore. Nice seeing my relatives after so long. Time flies. Those childhood memories are still vivid in my mind. Everyone's grown up now, and most of them drive. I'm so envious of those who can drive! I'm so motivated to get my license now. Today's really memorable, as my cousins and i went to watch a movie together for the first time after so many years. I can't even count the years. We're all grown up now. Initially thought that it would be awkward seeing them but after we talked, those old feelings returned. Had our old familiar conversations and jokes. Nothing beats a family gathering once again :) They gave me some very good advises too and i realized they still care for me.

My throat feels really weird and I know that i'm gonna get a sore throat anytime soon:( Not going to school tomorrow. Wanted to book two sessions of driving lessons but tomorrow's slots are all fully booked :( I need to get my license. I want to get my license. I can't wait any longer!!!!

The Alan Parsons Project- Eye in the Sky

Called Out In The Dark - Snow Patrol (Full Song) [With LYRICS]

SO hurt, upset and disappointed. So so so. Why do i care about people so much? It hurts so much more when the people whom i hold so dearly to my heart hurts me with their words and actions. I need strength from you, god. I need some time alone. Away from people i guess. I need to go somewhere where nobody knows my name. Got the urge. to run away. If only, i've got the courage to buy an air ticket now and leave for awhile.

Spending time alone

Hoho here i am, all alone at sembawang shopping centre studying. Wanted to go changi airport initially but due to my fickle mind, I alighted when I saw sembawang shopping centre. God is so good to me. I prayed for a good and conducive spot for me to study with a socket so that i can charge my laptop and i immediately saw a cosy spot at MOF when i looked up. So, i went there and asked if they have any sockets. The man pointed to the cosy spot that i wanted to sit and there, was the the plug. Couldn't believe it! It is definitely not luck. God is just good. I am so full right now because i ordered a set meal plus a double chocolate frappe. I don't know what on earth was i thinking but i totally forgot that i just ordered a frappe just now. I went to order a set meal which comes with a cup of ice ribena. sigh.... and and and, I want to get my hair cut short. Like really short. I'm dying to get my hair cut short again. but i'm afraid i'll have regrets again. Oh well what should i do? cut or no?

Hoho, I'm blogging in class now. Today's work is so easy, I finished it earlier than usual. My ears are really suffering from my team mates voices right now. They are so disruptive. It's fine if you all want to talk loudly during breaks, but will you guys please stop banging on the table? It's very crude and disruptive. Can i please have some peace and quietness of my own? I guess today's lesson would end early. Can't wait for school to end! I have no idea where to go too. One plan in mind is to go over ssdc and take another trial mock test again. MY FINAL THEORY TEST IS TOMORROW! I gotta pass, no matter what. I have a car waiting for me to start driving anytime. The temptation to drive on my own is getting stronger and stronger! So many places in mind I would like to drive to. Should i join my cell later for the sanctification week? Honestly, i'm dreading it. I don't want to face them. It's silly and absurd but yes, i do not wish to face them at all. After many countless incidents of being hurt, judged and provoked by them, I want a break from all of them. Sometimes I ask myself if i really deserve being treated the way they treat me. All i got was a ridiculously rude answer from a cellmate when I showed my concern. And i get judged. All the time. Sick of it, to be honest. Literally sick of it. I need a break.

鄭秀文 - 至理名言 [2000]

Stole My Heart

Florrie - Left Too Late

Ben Taylor Wicked Way Official Video

Time for me to start studying for FA now, finally! Why am i such a blur person? I took the wrong train home today after going for my trial test at ssdc. I was supposed to train from admiralty to ang mo kio but I took the wrong one and sat all the way to choa chu kang! Didn't realize until I heard "Choa Chu Kang" precious time wasted.. :( Spent the time procrastinating at home but at least, I did something productive at home. I ran on the treadmill! Yes, I want to lose weight. Feeling fat these days. I shall not hesitate to join kickboxing starting from February! Finally received news from the community center. Lessons will begin on the 1st of February. Hoho.

I want to achieve a good complexion too. :( I want flawless, glowing skin! So envious of girls with good skin. I want perfect complexion. Hopefully my new cleanser, some masks and bird nest will work!

Day 3 of 2012. Just finished completing my school work. Hmm i'm not done yet though, still gotta read up some pre-readings for tomorrow's lesson. Sigh. Went for driving lesson today, almost got into an accident twice. Right turns are so dangerous! Almost knocked into the kerb. Surprisingly, the instructor said I'm much better in U-turns. My final theory's in two weeks time and I'm so worried because i don't have much time left. I have so much to juggle for these few weeks. I have to study for my theory test, go for trial lessons, study for my UT 2 and try to complete all my practical lessons at the same time. Sadly, I have to pass all my practical lessons as well as my final theory test before i can book my final driving test. Sigh. Hectic schedule ahead! God, please help me to pass my final theory test! Please.